Mom~~ i juz wanna say...Thank YOU..

Mom~~
thank you...
I'm so happy i have a great mom...
thank GOD~~

my mom never mumbles even she has to drove me to school for activities everyday...
my heart feels uneasy...coz..she worked so hard..early rise late back home...
oll of this is for our good...
she felt tired...bt she never groan for the unfortunate...
not like me...i always mumbling..groaning for stress...
i can get frustrated easily...
she is a strong-willing woman...
she often get calls from customers...
if the factory's products have any problems...
she has to find a solution for them...
that's her job...

if i need money...
she will not hesitate and gave me some...
me and my sis olways helping her to save money by paying our class bills with our own saved money...
bt she is too positive...
she gave me an explanation...
she says: jus pay it...the money will be earned back again by working...
I'm different...i can mumble with RM0.50..
she never mumbles even it is RM100...
i'm impressed~~

the most touching part is...
the day i went shopping for banner cloths...
tat time..she's having dinner and was jus back from work...
she finally has a time to rest...
bt...the banner problem makes her spend her resting time to help me find banner cloths...
i'm kinda 'paiseh'...coz wasted her time for my own benefits...
she waste her time..her money...
jus to complete my own task...
i'm touched...i'll swear i'll claim bac the money and help her do more chores to fulfill wat she gave me...

lastly...
jus wanna say...
MOM~~

I LURVE YOU!!

2nd anniversary meeting...

2day...
at the meeting...
i'm scared bout being scold coz...
i didn't make any improvements on my post.
the report states that i didn't do anything yet except collecting badges samples...
it's oll up to me...
coz i'm the only person who is responsible for this...no others...
so it's oll about PRESSURE again...

i did my own badge sample at the eleventh hour...
and...
mines had been chosen as the anniversary badge...woohoo..
bt...there's somethin to do...
by somethin i mean lots of things...
the badges...the trophies..the gifts...
oh man...
i'm gonna settle these on my own...
Haiz~

how unlucky i am...
and the banner design sample has been rejected as it needs more stuffs...
I'm depressed...i can't produce good designs when i dun hav the feelin..
it's hard...
the banner cloth...i did rush to shops to get some...
thx to mom...

常年~~

well...it's abit late 2 post this topic...
coz...i'm exhausted~~
tiring....lack of time to enjoy the net world...[p/s: nt nerdy]

I'm nt lookin forward to this activity...
so does everyone...
the tiredness...the PRESSURE....
time is ticking...
we have to settle everything A.S.A.P....
especially the footdrill formasi....
we did spend a lot of time and energy and effort into it...
MR.Saw really concentrate in this kinda stuff coz he's the commander...
tat day...
the competition, our team did it ain't well....
one word....MESS~~
our footsteps are like firecrackers...
made a lot of bad sounds...

the most horrific event..for me...
is the so called...." disaster scene"..[i named it myself]
coz...i'll be playing a leader role and leading my members to the scene...
as I expected...it's a total disaster!!!
the tester said my observing skills need some improvements...
i didn't save a casualty bt...
i did brin the other casualties up to the ambulance....

the other terrifying thing is...
physical test...
and wat did ya noe...
i can't eat my lunch succesfully...
coz i'm thirsty..very thirsty...
oll tat i think about is just water...
the rice is dry...OMG~~
i just waste some of my RM8.80...
ya..about the physical test..
I did bad...i noe where is my limit...
fishball did great...her stamina is way better than mines...
the jogging part...it gets uncozy...
the sun beams...the tiredness...
is makin me CRAZY!!
i wanna vomit...juz feel under the wheather...
eat some pills and off we go rope climbing...

I really enjoy the climbing coz i didn't expect i did well in this event...
makes me happy...bt the uncomfort in my tummy didn't disappear...
In the end...
I kinda had a feelin saying..2day ain't tat bad....
jus try to ignore the pressure...
try 2 enjoy is the main part...
bt i noe...
this is hard to produce...
talkin is easy...bt a great effort has to be done to produce satisfaction~~

this kind of feelin~~

2day...
the guys from 4T1 is comin 2 my house 2 play...
i'm excited...XD
coz...it's oll about playin n relaxing...
think of monday is comin...my smile turns upside down...
damn!!!
the stress!!!
wat am i stressing for...?
coz i'm the leader???
afraid of being scold...
i hate these things...
they sort of pulling me down...
i'm tired...i hate this kinda stuff!!!
when will i get a PEACEFUL HOLIDAY!!!
when cn i REALLY REST!!

i really admire ong teik and ah liang, ah bong n the other guys~~
they are so free...
they get to do wat they like...
me?
its on a limit....
there's no freedom...
doing this..doing that...
i'm tired...
if you are telling me to stay calm...
i am now...
i jus need a song...
a place....
a drawing pad...
a silent room...with the doors shut tight...
stay away from "BUSY"...

that's my true wish...

Yet again another hectic holiday...

Wat cn I say...
it's oll about activities again...
holidays are the best seasons for activities to be held...
wow...the panda eyes an my eyes r gonna leave a mark...
[sob]

The guys from 4T1 r gonna have a good time...
Haiz~~
dunno why can't I put down oll tis mayhem...
Geez~~
mayb it's bcoz of the KRS gang...
2day..i really learned about friendship...
still remember how we helped each other 2 copy the other 'room rules'..
kaishing's moves really touched my heart...
she went out from skool 2 inform our 'Qian Wei' somethin..
so touched...

F4 life is really busy...
talk about it...let me thinked about my results...
I'm really unsatisfied....
I'm more like a person who desires winning...
dunno why....bcoz of i'm a gemini?