tomorrow is the inter-class debate comp!!

today, Kaijun, Alex and Huangteik came to my house for group discussion on 2moro's debate comp!!
spend most of the time playing!!
Haha~
OMG!! Alex very pro in Naruto Game!!
I lost till very cham cham!! T.T
met another pro person~
and I also get to know kaijun more..haha!!
still very gentle and well mannered..XD
we didn't discuss much and I have to prepare a longer speech...
Oh Man!! I hate writing essays~

last but not least~
Gambateh lar..4T1!!

人生果然是条曲线~

还记得今年老师有给我们做一篇理解关于曲线美。。。
述说曲线的美丽。。。
也用曲线来形容人生。。。
我在这十月份内经历了两段波折。。。
虽然只有两段，但是我过得很难堪。。。

首先就是我跟我阿嬷的事。。。
这事情真的好严重。。。
把整个家里气氛搞得很紧。。。
最后，我还是向我阿嬷道了歉。。。
毕竟她是我的家人，我们都住在同一个屋檐下。。。
现在关系恢复如以前一样。。。
没事了。。。雨过天晴！！

另一个就是朋友啦。。。
不能透露是谁。。。能猜得到的马上猜到。。。
我是个弱不禁风的人。。。非常的感性。。。
会因为一点言语。。。一些举动而落泪。。。
其实我的‘奇’字已在五年级就换成‘祈’了。。。
只是没跟着写而已。。。
我阿嬷说：“自从你换你的‘奇’字后，你好像变成一个爱哭鬼，不要换名啦。”
这也是因为我不换名的其中一个理由。。
因为受不了朋友所开的玩笑。。。
我再次的输给自己的自尊。。。眼泪顽皮地掉了下来。。。
哈！我哭了？！
明明知道这是一个玩笑。。。我还是挨不了吗？
因为眼泪。。。我在第二天的时候跟我的朋友之间再次存有块冰。。。
最后还是化解了。。。

在这漫长的十月份~
我学会了主动。。。主动化解一切。。。
因为只有化解才不会一直呆在一个充满误会的世界里。。

Iceberg Broke....spring is nearby..

I do discuss on how to handle my communication between me and my grandma...
today just discussed it with eevon...
discussing makes me wanna do it...
at last...I went back home at about 7.30pm...
when I'm gonna eat...I just say...
Me: 阿嬷, sorry...
阿嬷: 你现在才会讲sorry...
Me: OH MAN~[ this is monolog dalaman ]
after some nags from her...all I do is resist and listen...
I cried without my grandma noticing me...but my sis does...
I think is ok now...
I guess...
and I hope so....
有时候，一个非常爱脸的人也得放下自尊心来聆听他人的教诲..

went to the scrabble work shop to rock my day...

first of all, I thought scrabbles are dull and boring...
But I changed my mind about it after attending today's event...
today, me and ah leon hit the school together...
of course I'd found some friends attending it too..
met zhongyu and cheeyee too..they're helpers...wow!!

I don't really know how the game functions at all...
after a short guidance and instructions from the host...
we all started an one to one game...
I'm nervous because my language ain't wide enough...
1st round with a form 1 student...and i think he's my junior...
the main point is...I lost to him!!
you see...I sucks in this game...
but I'm still considered as a newbie...
I just got 74 marks....while most of the people have 100+...
OH MY~I really sucks..=3=

next round with a guy dunno is my form or form 3...
won this round with a slight difference of 2...
I'm improving..=D
I'd got beaten harsh in the 3rd round...
I knew that my opponent is a pro in English...
she's really good..and she talks like a English person too...
the difference between our marks is about 100+...very strong opponent..

the last round is with Nicole...
I know the game better in this round...thanks for Nicole's guidance!!
she's strong too!! so in the end...I won 1 round in 4 rounds...=v=
haha..XD
after helping tidy up the room...
went back home via ah leon's granny's car...
and thanks for the food though...paiseh~

I'd tried to break the ice...but it seems it's not working~

Had a confrontation with my grandma yesterday....
It's all about the 奖学金 thing....
She always says about it every time... which is considered as nagging!!
Oh My GOD!!
I'd have to admit that I have low EQ~
I over lost controlled of my feelings...
but she seems to get the whole thing wrong...
by that time....it was raining...
and the rain must be affecting my internet connection...
I was getting frustrated all over a sudden...
then, a phone call arrived...it was grandma's..
then I just lost controlled of my voice and called my grandma to answer the phone...
and i think that made the whole cold war happened..Z!!!

today..my sis just forgotten her promise to attend the activity..
my friend and also my sis's group leader ask me for a reason...
I don't know what to answer as I thought she will attend...
my heart felt heavy all of a sudden...
back home...I'd try to break the ice to end the cold war...
but it seems useless...
whatever...I'm not the only one who is to blame...
when my youngest sis says that she is not going to bother me anymore...
I just simply answered, fine...
then my tears starts to shed...