this kind of feelin~~

2day...
the guys from 4T1 is comin 2 my house 2 play...
i'm excited...XD
coz...it's oll about playin n relaxing...
think of monday is comin...my smile turns upside down...
damn!!!
the stress!!!
wat am i stressing for...?
coz i'm the leader???
afraid of being scold...
i hate these things...
they sort of pulling me down...
i'm tired...i hate this kinda stuff!!!
when will i get a PEACEFUL HOLIDAY!!!
when cn i REALLY REST!!

i really admire ong teik and ah liang, ah bong n the other guys~~
they are so free...
they get to do wat they like...
me?
its on a limit....
there's no freedom...
doing this..doing that...
i'm tired...
if you are telling me to stay calm...
i am now...
i jus need a song...
a place....
a drawing pad...
a silent room...with the doors shut tight...
stay away from "BUSY"...

that's my true wish...