I'd tried to break the ice...but it seems it's not working~

Had a confrontation with my grandma yesterday....
It's all about the 奖学金 thing....
She always says about it every time... which is considered as nagging!!
Oh My GOD!!
I'd have to admit that I have low EQ~
I over lost controlled of my feelings...
but she seems to get the whole thing wrong...
by that time....it was raining...
and the rain must be affecting my internet connection...
I was getting frustrated all over a sudden...
then, a phone call arrived...it was grandma's..
then I just lost controlled of my voice and called my grandma to answer the phone...
and i think that made the whole cold war happened..Z!!!

today..my sis just forgotten her promise to attend the activity..
my friend and also my sis's group leader ask me for a reason...
I don't know what to answer as I thought she will attend...
my heart felt heavy all of a sudden...
back home...I'd try to break the ice to end the cold war...
but it seems useless...
whatever...I'm not the only one who is to blame...
when my youngest sis says that she is not going to bother me anymore...
I just simply answered, fine...
then my tears starts to shed...